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A plan made over a year ago.

I was so excited. I haven’t even felt excited in over a year.

Now it’s all fucked. All is not lost.

How stupid could I be.  All the other things I’ve done and I couldn’t even do such a simple yet important thing.  Literally the simplest. And the most important.

I’ve done everything to sway my mind.

I know it’s going to be better. I know it could end up even better than it could’ve been.

Right now I would rather kill myself from my immense stupidity.

Atleast the stupidity of killing myself would be more acceptable to me than what I have done.