Only a few more days left till I hop onto a plane and fly to the other side of the world! The past week has been a weird mix of emotions for me. First of all I was super excited about 2 months ago, but then the excitement wore off a month in. So in the past few weeks whenever someone asked me if I was excited, I answered quite nonchalantly. But the past week, oh man, at least a few times a day there would be 5 minutes I’d feel a whirlwind of emotions. Like first I would feel empty, then suddenly I would be impressed by myself that I’m even doing this, then excited. I would also feel scared thinking what if I mess up big time, then I would want to cry for a bit but I was probably in public so I’d hold myself together. Then it would be back to ‘holy fuck I’m doing this’.
Anyways I had my last shift today. And even though I’m sometimes feeling nauseous just thinking of the plane ride, I’m not too worried about it. I got very sick not too long ago so I should be calm enough when air sickness hits me.
Overall however, I’m mostly relaxed and mildly excited. I’m sure I’ll be fine when I’m there.
/this picture I found on pixabay lol and edited it on some online editor